Experience – 4 Aspects

Life alters with the Tides of Time

Life

Faces, places, emotions flicker on memory’s canvas,
one by one, names/credits roll up and off my mind’s screen,
gone for ever, velvet void between.

Some of memory’s stronger post-its cut through,
extreme residues of acceptance or fear, joy or pain,
leaving notes for future reference’s gain.

Extreme shock wipes its face, there are no notes;
birth, grievous injury, moments too hard to bear –
but optimistic youth and innocence share

their open, curious outlook on all objects in our paths.
Which one do we choose? Will we stray from right?
Does cruel temptation hold darkest night?

Experience has left its footprints to follow as we wish,
to pave our way, lift high our hearts, to make others a gift,
seek the light, avoid the ugly rift.

Or does it leave its painful scars to scratch at others’ joy?
Can it be the tool to hurt, to transfer all our pain?
Let’s absorb the beauty, reject the ugly stains.

Pain

I experienced pain once; a playmate stabbed me in the arm with a kitchen knife.

I felt no pain, just indignation and no hint of notion as to her reasons for violence.

We were sitting on a wall, in a village, where life so far had been peaceful and sheltered.

I’m back there, can feel her breath, her waiting to see what I would do.

I made no sound, uttered nothing, just jumped down and ran home. I’m now surprised I didn’t cry. My Mum wanted to know just… ‘why?’

I had no answer, so off she marched, my gentle, peaceful, quietly spoken mother.

She visited the other’s mother, said I don’t know what, returned home, still more indignant than I have ever seen her, told me not to play with that girl again.

That was the end of the matter; an experience that left me bamboozled.

A Different Pain

I laughed and loved, happy and naïve, thinking that life was fun and simple.

I married and moved, ready for adventure but failed at work, the students won.

My confidence sank below the mire; my dreams followed, my marriage too.

I thought that life would follow my plan, never thought I had to design it myself.

Returning to work, a different tack, I found the ability I’d thought I lacked.

The pain, the tears were a difficult lesson but from then on, I could see the score.

Years on, I know I needed that pain, experience told me to grab life, wrestle it to the ground, come up with my version and run with it. And if it doesn’t work, damn well try again!

Look at the World

A myriad places far and near,
a thousand emotions, from ecstasy to fear,
a million people who live lives spanned wide,
a trillion raindrops that fall on the tide.

A sunray dappling through the oaks,
a shadow falls as night time cloaks
a valley’s depths with dark despair,
lifting at morn, optimistic air.

Our outlook, our interpretation,
sheds a light on expectation,
teaches us to look more closely
into our world, our minds, but mostly

into what possibilities we share,
making a difference to lives – everywhere.

Ann Carr

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Ann Carr  is one of our newest members. Keep an eye on her author page on The Creative Exiles for more great work to come.
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Ann Carr

I love writing; short stories, poems, fiction and non-fiction. My experiences of teaching dyslexics, life with grandchildren and a multitude of life events, have taught me to value family, nature and life in general. I'm a member of HubPages which has helped me hone my writing skills. I hope to publish an anthology of stories and poems on the subject of 'words'. It's exciting to be a part of communities which have the same passion for writing.

9 thoughts on “Experience – 4 Aspects

  • October 8, 2021 at 11:04 AM
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    I’m so pleased to be a part of Creative Exiles. Thanks to John Hansen for introducing me to this site. I hope you enjoy my offerings. Ann

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  • October 9, 2021 at 5:24 AM
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    Nice work Ann, and much enjoyed. I hope you enjoy your time here at Creative Exiles…

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  • October 10, 2021 at 2:16 AM
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    Thank you, Kurt, for your kind words. I’m sure I shall.

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  • October 12, 2021 at 10:26 AM
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    Ann, it is exciting for write with you here on CE, I love your poetry and I enjoyed your offering. I hope you are well. Jamie

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  • October 12, 2021 at 1:27 PM
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    Hi Jamie! How great it is to see you here. Thank you for your kind comments. I’m very well thank you & I hope you are too.
    Ann

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  • October 14, 2021 at 4:11 AM
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    Ann, so great to see you writing here. I loved this collection, and there are some lessons and truths within your words. Wonderful writing as always. I hope to read more by you soon.

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    • October 14, 2021 at 9:41 AM
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      Hello John! Thank you very much.
      I’m grateful for your introduction to CE.
      Getting back to writing now, poetry and fiction here and other stuff on HP. Looking forward to publishing more!
      Ann

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  • October 14, 2021 at 9:32 PM
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    Great work, Ann, I enjoyed reading it. It is wonderful to have you here on TCE as part of our team – I have always admired your work. Well done.

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    • October 15, 2021 at 2:34 AM
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      Thank you, Phyllis, for your lovely welcome and kind words. I’m looking forward to contributing more.
      Ann

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