Seeking Kin in a World of Conflict

Seeking Kin in a World of Conflict
Seeking Kin in a World of Conflict

Somewhere in a world long gone,
my beginnings echo far from earth,
and I wonder in my former self,
what mind I had attained,
what echoes now in this life
that were seeded in another.

Displacement always my concern,
always the yearning of my soul to mend,
to understand the misfit that I am,
my solitary stance in protection
of the secrets held,
that haunt my mind and heart.

Desperate for my kind,
I seek them out to find myself in others,
to for once relate this pain, this segregation
that is poignantly woven in my mind,
as memories flicker like fragmented dreams,
reminding me of who I am.

Like a bloom yet opened,
I await the words of deliverance,
the knowledge that confuses the human mind,
yet finds place in the soul half buried
in the delusions of human ignorance,
a release for me to sate.

Home world radiates in eternal wake
of all that happened,
destruction and fleeing ships en masse,
amid a devastation, cataclysmic,
and nothing left but memories abound,
so many lost, so much the cost of conflict.

Now in human form,
a new, simple life yet conflict still reigns,
and humanity not ready for transcendence,
too lost within greed and spiritual neglect,
that will surely, in the end,
result in the same sad demise.

I long for a lost home, a lost people,
yet some remain here on earth,
and I seek them out to find equilibrium,
the heart held in respect, in knowledge
of who we are and from where we have come,
for only we can know.

Tony DeLorger © 2018

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Full time author, freelance writer, poet and blogger since 1999. Twenty one published works, past winner of 'Poet of the Year' on HubPages, 'Poem of the Year' on The Creative Exiles, writer for, Google+, videos on YouTube and book sales on website, Amazon and

10 thoughts on “Seeking Kin in a World of Conflict

  • January 21, 2018 at 11:20 PM

    Your lost home and people will gather round you with love and all truths. Heart-warming and so emotive your thoughts. Bless you Tony.

  • January 21, 2018 at 11:48 PM

    Thanks Phyllis, I have one such person coming down to live here near me. He’s a true soul connection and will be here in a month or too. Glad you appreciated it my friend.

  • January 22, 2018 at 6:48 PM

    I am thinking a couple of Tony’s make the world a much better place – enjoyed very much Tony.

  • January 22, 2018 at 8:08 PM

    Came back to read again – I know, I am supposed to be resting, but had dreams. 40 + years you have known Tony your soul connection. I have had dreams and visions in meditation of Atlantis. My Guide sent me away from Atlantis because he had visions of cataclysmic forces, a tsunami of massive proportions, it started with horrific thunder and lightning. Have you and your Tony friend had visions like this? I am spiritually in touch with my guide – but, I often wonder if any others like me are on Earth now. OK, need to take my meds and get back to bed. take care Tony and give your friend a ‘howdy’ from me.

  • January 22, 2018 at 8:19 PM

    Yes many dreams and memories of past lives. Tony actually has delved far deeper than I and knows specifics in his studies, and I’m looking forward to sitting down and catching up. Many years ago we moved and lived together to be close to someone who held classes of such things and we were given all sorts of training and information in this regard. You are not alone, its often difficult to distinguish whats dream and whats memory, and no matter what, its relevance now. Anyway, its an endless discussion and now its time for you to rest and get well. So, take care my dear friend.


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