The Erratic Path of a Narcissist

Stumbling through life,
each step so clouded by delusion,
I watch them driven by their own lies,
adhered to so profoundly
that truth is an ever-illusive echo
of what they see,
a wanted world
where they are never wrong,
much smarter than the throng
of minds who oppose them.
Yet for all their stoic fronts,
they are like glass, a shattered life
bleeding past like fresh wounds,
never to be forgiven, or even understood,
just the venting and blame
that holds them to their broken souls,
never to be whole,
for that would take forgiveness,
and they see that as weakness,
to vindicate their perpetrators.
So a toxic mind trains itself to vent,
to spite and claw at life,
for all that has been done to them,
yet they are absolved for all they do in defense,
they the perpetrators of vile intent,
a victim, with reason somehow justified,
that causes harm
like a dark echo of past reignited,
flighted in blame
of innocents unjustly proclaimed.
They may smile and afford understanding,
for what they have endured,
but they can never call their spite justified,
and all they do is lie and manipulate,
and rule their deluded lives
with fire and ice,
and the casualties mount,
the drama counts for nothing
but the hurt of so many,
living with a narcissist.
Tony DeLorger © 2017
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Tony,
Brilliant!
It is still another one that I must add to my Social Media pages! How descriptive, and overflowing with the wisdom that only comes from the experience of having faced the very real darkness that these kind contain, through and through.
Thanks Tamara, these people certainly make a mark on ones life and sharing does ease the burden of having dealt with them. Cheers!
Tony,
I just wanted to add that this is what I want to do, too! I want to help spread the awareness about ‘these kind’ so that others will not have to face this tragedy.
Way To Go!
Thanks Tamara, I lived with one for 23 years and know exactly what you write about, in fact you have awakened me to so much more than I knew about my relationship. Thank you my friend.
Tony, this is a master piece. This should be included in high school curriculum to benefit future generations to avoid any new evil inclined personalities.
– hari
Much appreciated Hari, so glad you related to my thoughts. These people are to be avoided for sure. Cheers!