The Price of Delusion

The epitome of ignorance
is denial in the wake of personal delusion,
a landscape shaped to oblige
the desperate, flailing arms of remedy:
to create a world that placates the truth
in order to maintain self-belief.
We are fragile creatures,
and often self-belief, whether valid or deluded,
is all we have to base our strength upon,
and many people unbeknownst of this,
act in aberrant ways to uphold their delusions,
for they are lost without them.
When one creates a world,
one needs to maintain it, ferociously,
for all that holds life together is woven within it,
and one slip can reduce life to emptiness,
so I do understand those souls invested,
trying no more than to survive themselves.
The irony is truth is far easier to bare,
considering what one has to do to uphold a ruse,
yet fear rules many hearts,
and a desperate mind is neither practical nor reasonable
when it comes to the self,
and all those feelings of insecurity and worthlessness.
Accepting the true self, with all its faults,
is necessary in self-realization,
the process that ultimately releases us
from our self-inflicted bounds,
the limitation in which we believe
and consider in all we do and say.
That freedom has a cost,
but certainly not as costly as a state of delusion
that feeds life with a stream of lies,
each defending the sad truths hidden,
and in the end an empty and pointless life ensues,
without learning or enlightenment.
Tony DeLorger © 2016
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Nicely penned. Life makes us delusional at times. The best we can do is be positive and always seek reality and not what we’re being told.
Glad you appreciated it Rasma, thanks for your kind words. Cheers!
Very well-written, Tony. I look at some people in my life who are living a delusion and wonder how they would be if they faced truth. I agree with you, it is more difficult to maintain ruse than to live with truth.
Thanks Phyllis, yes honesty has always been important to me and I don’t understand how some people can live a lie.
Love this, I think from time to time we all might be just a tad delusion…..or maybe it is just me…
Thanks Kurt, glad you appreciated the thoughts. Cheers!